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"...EXPERIENCE WITH ME NOW A HOLY MOMENT." | ||
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May 20th, 2001 Friday March 17, 2000 Noon -- no drugs, no booze, nothing. I was sitting in my living room on the couch reading A Course in Miracles. I was new to the course and was only a few days into the text. The words said something like: "Experience with Me NOW a Holy moment". With that, I put down the book and closed my eyes and asked the Holy Spirit to give me a Holy Moment. At once, I was in a different place. It was featureless but light. About 50 feet away stood Jesus Christ. I felt myself being drawn to him. I was thinking: I am not worthy of this. I don't want this. He is going to tell me I have to go knock on doors on Saturday mornings and talk about the Bible. The closer I got, however, the more he looked familiar, and for some reason I started to lose my fear. When I got close enough to see his eyes, I could see that they were my eyes. I started to cry and felt a wave of relief and safety. As I drew even closer, I could see that he was me, and I knew that he would never ask me to do anything I didn't want to do. I was REALLY safe. He was radiating love and peace and true innocence. He held out his hand and when I took it, He said "Behold the Son of God". At that instant, there were no longer two of us. There was only me. I was not a body. There was no longer "a place". No longer perception of any kind. I was beaming love, peace, compassion and innocence From every direction To every direction. It was the most power I have ever felt. I truly Knew that I was the Son of God. I was existing in Truth and in the Eternal Now. I "looked", and in my mind was the entire physical universe. It existed only in my mind. From the furtherest galaxy TO the furtherest galaxy the other direction was no further than the distance between two thoughts. The universe was me. Everything IN the universe existed only in my mind, and was me. Nothing manifest existed at all. I Knew the
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