I would like to share a very simple story. I basically was trying to find love and happiness and safety all my life. And I searched in "every walk of life" and in a lot of different persons to find that. But no matter how different the circumstances, the persons in my life, and the places were, I was never happy for more than an instant, that was always over much too fast. I could never overcome the feeling of being lonely and lost and somehow being left out. No matter how close I was to somebody, it never seemed to be enough, I never felt loved enough. And all I wanted was being loved totally...

I had reached a point in my life of being so sick and tired of life, of seeking and not finding, of the emptiness in me.., of the rejection that I felt... that I prayed for help. I didn't know what I was doing wrong, but I knew that I could not find what I was looking for, no matter where I had been searching for it... And so I prayed to Jesus and I was asking him to please help me and to show me how to be happy.

I felt like a door opened in my mind, that I did not know was there. I felt like I was lifted up. I all over sudden was in the experience that I already was totally loved by God.

I was so fulfilled, it was like all the best I had ever wished for - times thousand...!!!

Somehow I changed so much in this experience that I was not looking to be loved anymore. I just wanted to love . And a vision took place in my mind that I started seeing everybody as totally beautiful and worthy. And I just wanted to give and give and give...and never stop giving...
And I was so happy, I didn't know what to do...

I thank Jesus with all my heart and God, my Father!

K.N. Germany