I was diagnosed with breast cancer and the doctor said it would spread quickly to other parts of my body. Scenes began to run through my mind, my family, my childhood, my dreams, fear, self pity and so on. I couldn't believe that it happened to me. Cancer is something that always happens to someone else. I was always a giving person, and never judged anyone or purposely hurt anyone and I lived a healthy life, so what did I do to deserve this? I was enraged at God.

After this day my condition and health got worse and I got physically weaker and my morale sank to sub-zero. Nothing could cheer me up and I felt so sad for my family to watch me dying. I had stopped praying too, what point was there? If I had got sick in the first place, then obviously God didn't care. How could he let this happen to anyone?!

One day my friend who I will call "Susan" came to see me and was talking about having undergone a miraculous healing. She told me that God did not make anyone sick and that he had never withheld his love from anything, and that all suffering we had experienced was but from our own narrow vision and misunderstanding of ourselves, and that Gods love was all around us just waiting to be received.

She asked me to be open to seeing everything in a new manner and to declare that "my sickness was a faulty problem solving technique and that I had no more need to be sick, that it brought me nothing". What did I have to loose at this point? I tried it, it was strange, and nothing happened. I thanked my friend for her efforts and sank back glumly and smugly into my oblivion.

The interesting thing was that over the next few days this idea that I could just say "sickness...I have no more need of you" kept crossing my mind. I thought about it more and more and started saying it to myself.
I was scared to death to believe that it could work. I had to go to the doctor to get x-rays to see about surgery. I must admit that I was scared of surgery and would probably rather die that have it. When the x-rays came back the doctor and I were shocked, ALL TRACES OF MY CANCER WERE SIMPLY GONE!!!!!! The doctor looked just as pale as me! I was soooo happy all I could do was just sit there and say nothing.

The doctor told me that there are many cases of spontaneous healings that happen all around the world and always have been but no one talks about it and no one knows what to do with them, especially the medical world, so they just ignore it. It is too bad, people should know about this. 
I am healed, completely, and the cancer never came back. 

It is still completely amazing to me that I was making myself sick and keeping myself that way and blaming God for it. Now I know that he loves me and wants only for everyone to be happy but they must ask for it themselves.

Susan was right, I now see everything in a completely new manner. Thank you so much for this website and your healing efforts, people really need to know that there is an alternative to just being sick.

P.U.- United States