"GOD LOVES ME"
  I am grateful to say that I now know that God is really there. I have been asking God (if there was one) to find a way into my life. I have basically felt lost and alone in my life for a long time and also I felt empty. I was praying a lot but nothing seemed to change for me. I felt mostly meaningless and without a purpose. I was just existing day to day but without fun and happiness. One night I woke up and sat up in my bed and saw, or more felt the presence of something in my room. At first I was afraid and did not know what to do but then I felt that whatever or whoever it was it was benevolent. I asked it what it was doing here and it did not speak, but I started feeling loving energy coming from it, and peace surrounded me. I felt that it was showing me its love for me and that I was ok. It was like mind communication. I started to cry and felt this most exquisite release of all my fears and frustrations. I did not feel empty for the first time in a long long time. 

I think that it was maybe an angel that visited me, and I have the distinct feeling that it is still with me or watching over me all the time. Something happened to me in that encounter, because the texture of my life has changed. I feel happy and something is happening to me, I cant say exactly what it is but it feels like growth, almost like I am going to remember something important any second now.

I do not think it is an accident that I have run into the Course in Miracles since that night. I am reading the lessons and it is just what I have always wanted to hear in my heart. I am soooo grateful. I think that my purpose is to be a healer, to let people know to never give up hope, but to pray for a miracle always, because they really really happen.

D.H. - United States

 
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