August 6th, 2002

My name is Jesse, I am 23 years old. I started doing drugs and alcohol at the age of 15.
Somehow I could always hear the Holy Spirit calling to me, but always ignored His outstretched loving arms. Until I had suffered from depression for two years, I then asked our Father for help. I said whatever you must do, no matter how unpleasant or painful it is for me, that I would have victory.

A few weeks after, I spent a day drinking with some friends, we were driving around when I got into an accident. I told a friend to get rid of the car, and I reported it stolen. But the police suspected fowl, knowing that I was drunk.
So after I had been investigated, I was charged with; fraud, public mischief, and obstructing the police. I had four previous charges against me, therefore I was going to jail for a long time. This was a horrifying thought to me.

I had lost my car, my money making retribution to the insurance company, and now I was going to loose my job. I didn't want to live anymore. I could still feel the Lord calling to me, so I surrendered.

For the next 7 months I spent my time studying God's word, and while I was learning my depression seem to diminish. I then stopped drinking and doing drugs, and also stopped hanging out with my old friends.

When it was time for the trial I prayed that the Lord would somehow deliver me from prison. Although my lawyer and the prosecutor were telling me I was going to jail, I knew from reading His word that Jesus had the power to rescue me.

And He did, I was sentenced to 9 months house arrest. No one could believe my luck. I was told that this judge hadn't given anyone house arrest in the last two years because of public opposition. Now I could keep my job and start all over.

It has now been 8 months since I was charged, and I have saved up close to $15000, and I'm also trying to quit smoking. I'm ready to start a new life with Jesus. It's sad that God had to allow chastisement in order for me to see the light. But now I am more blessed than ever.

Jesse
essej@email.com

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