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August 17, 1999 Dear One, All healing takes place outside time and space because beyond time and space there is no sickness, pain and suffering. I experienced this through your love and mind. You know I love stories—that’s how I came to find myself here—so I will tell you a story in return. This is hard for me to tell you this as I am conjuring this as I go to make it believable. For a very long time, a long time, I had been a shaker, hands, head, voice and for periods I would obtain temporary relief through yoga, diet only to fall into another area of the tavern I had built called a body. I knew conceptually I was Light and faltered when it came to direct experience of Eternal Peace. When I became a mother of three boys and would read to them “The Velveteen Rabbit” I would cry as a response, what happened to the “Fairy Princess” who sprinkles her magic dust on me to make me “Real”. I fell into lack of deservingness and guilt with the reasonability that I was flawed and damaged goods. An idea I clung to in the sickbed I had created. When I saw your video “Loving to Real” my immediate response was very removed and distant saying to myself, that's fine if you have “Parkinson’s Disease” and that does not apply to me as I do not have “Parkinson’s”. In fact until last year there was no diagnosis for what I encountered in the body. I worked most of my life as a healer, caretaker, teacher and still harbored feelings of what’s wrong with me, doing everything I could think of without any lasting results. The Miracles Reunion Center found me when I had given up ever expecting to change from any thing happening on the outside that could change the dark hole I found myself in. A bunch of jumping, bobbing rabbits—that’s what I found myself surrounded by and still I could not relate to words or strange abruptive intercourse. Not knowing what else to do I stayed and left and returned and stayed some more. One day, once upon a miracle I sat still long enough to see your video again “Loving to Real”. In a moment I saw something familiar to me, I looked at you and something through you started to emerge, a familiar shining, a placebo for the Real experience. What I saw was an image of myself as a baby, round, jolly, rollie pollie, and vibrantly alive—so alive as to jump through the screen. Through the very screen I had enveloped myself in, all those toys in the nursery came alive and I cried and I laughed and I have been laughing and crying ever since. Every moment is new, is now, and I am happy to be alive in this Miracle. My symptoms have been replaced with gratitude and the reassurance that all is whole and perfect. The freedom I experience to live and choose love over the illusions of this world is my inheritance and I gladly enter into my Fathers Kingdom. I want to thank all my brothers, Hector,
Ritah, Peter, Patrick, Amrit, Samantha, Diana,
Cindy, Campbell, Ninette, Jeanelle and Morgan. To all my brothers known and still
arriving. Through your unwavering certainty of purpose, rebirth is inevitable and is
Now. The love that has been extended is Real and I gladly share in this
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