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October 30th, 2002
I've been a Course in Miracles
student for some time now, but haven't finished the lessons from the work
book the first time. Until August 2002 when I picked up the lessons from
number 1 again, after having read the whole text book again.
Often wondering if I was a 'good' student I did the lessons as best as I
possibly could. Slowly things started to change in my life, but still not
a Holy Instant. Until in October when I had this vision at night in bed.
I was together with two women. I was flirting with them (to a degree that
I won't mention here). But it was obvious that there was an erotic theme
in this part of the dream. While this was going on a man walked into the
room who was very aggressive, literally out to kill.
This is where I turned away from the whole scene and thought very strongly
to myself: "This is NOT what I want."
In a split second the whole scene was the complete opposite. I was in a
room of light and I was looking at a door. I even corrected one minor spot
of light that wasn't lit yet, at an instant it lit! Zooming out, I saw I
was looking at a wall with door in it. It was a wall of light, with a door
made out of light in the middle. The door was inscribed with text that was
written with light as well. This is when I woke up.
To me this was my Holy Instant I had to show me I was on the right path. I
know for sure that I will open that door one day soon and walk through.
This will be my second miracle story I will post here.
Thank God for what He gave me and for the purpose He gave me in this
world. Bless you all.
Marc
Netherlands
mbsoc@xs4all.nl
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